Has anyone ever experienced this?
Today I walked into a clothing store. It was not on Rodeo Drive in Beverly Hills. It was just a nice store with clothing in the mid price range. I was not greeted by anyone in the shop. Other women who walked in after me were greeted with a warm welcome. These woman were a little older than I am. They were dressed a little nicer too. As I was walking around the store, I noticed everyone else was being helped except me. I began to have conflicting feelings. The first was relief that I could shop in peace and not be asked if I was "finding everything alright". The second (more prominent) feeling was insecurity. "What is wrong with me?" " Isn't my money good here too?" As the latter feeling grew with each step I took around the shop, I took a quick inventory of how I looked. I had light foundation on, but did not take time to put lipstick or eye make-up on. My clothes were clean, but I had flip-flops on. My hair was brushed, but I did not style it that morning. I was showered and fresh, but perhaps did not fit the usual type of clientele that might shop at this particular store. Is it possible that the sales associates thought I couldn't afford their clothing? It was a strange feeling and one I did not particularly enjoy. Perhaps I should go back and be dressed more professionally. I wonder if I will have a different experience.
Searching for wisdom and ready to share my journey,
Samantha
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